2015 NEWSLETTER "Amongst Friends"

Picture of Fabienne Guerrero

2014 Deceased List
(i) Introduction by a Doctor of Theology
Raised a Catholic
(iii) Satan Takes Control of My Life
(iv) New Age Practices
(v) My Holy Wounds Will Save You
(vi) I Saw My Soul
Satan Hates All Souls
The Souls in Purgatory
(ix) I Am The Way - Do Not Judge Others
(x) Further Reading

Fabienne gives talks around the world. To invite her, please contact her at : fabienne.guerrero@outlook.com

Below is a list of our living members whose deaths were reported to us during 2014. If you are aware of any other members who died in 2014 please let us know.
(Please note this list does NOT include third party members - only members who were a member in their own right)

ARMSTRONG Judith Dorothea
BEGGS Lorna May
BERGIN Patricia
BOUCHET Christian
CRAWFORD Philomena Elizabeth
FROST Bernard
GRIMA Anthony
GRIMA Carmen
HAYES Mary Patricia
HUBERS Elizabeth Gerarda
LAMNECK Kathleen
MALONE Ethel (Tess)
MANDELT Maria Gertruda
MOYER Wallace

NGUYEN Peter Van Khi
NGUYEN Dominic Van Sau
NOZAIC Genevieve
O’CONOR Theresa
PHAM Anthony Khiem
PHAM Paul Van Tue
SHORT Mary Teresa
SIMMONS Margaret
TRAN Mary Thi Trong
TRAN Joseph Trinh


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“I was in Hell - My Illumination of Conscience”


Fabienne gives talks around the world. To invite her, please contact her here : fabienne.guerrero@outlook.com


Fabienne’s testimony is powerful. It shows the boundless sadness that takes hold of a life lived apart from God. But even more, it reveals the spiritual source of this ill-being that only an experience of Divine Mercy and Love allows us to know. What surge of light and sweetness penetrates one’s soul when it lets itself be touched by mercy and enters the life of the sacraments! We should never forget the sadness of our contemporaries who live far from God… When the Mercy of Jesus entered the heart of Fabienne, she … acknowledged her own responsibility – very important and very present in this testimony – and then the role of the evil spirits that sought to take her freedom and creep into her soul so as to possess her nearly totally. She became conscious of the ignorance in which she found herself and began to taste true freedom, the light that enlightens the heart and especially the infinite tenderness of God.
In the great love of Jesus,
Father Jean Eudes
Doctor of Theology

brought up catholic

My parents had me baptised a few days after my birth. I followed all the catechism classes and I made my First Communion. My mother, a holy woman, taught me to pray every night. However, after my First Communion, I no longer attended the Catholic Church until 1996, when Jesus came to save me. I was 32 years old.

As soon as I turned 15, my life took a reversal. I began to smoke, frequented filthy bars, participated in card readings, practiced numerology, and wrote to astrologers. When I finished my studies in school, I spent all the weekends in discoteques, smoking hashish and drinking alcohol. I wore mini-skirts and designer clothes. Without guilty feelings, I frolicked with the men I met. I was searching for Love.

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Satan kept me bound and prevented me from turning towards the love of Christ. He blinded me with what men could give me: pleasure of the flesh, money, wellbeing, and the world. I was under his hellish bindings. I needed somebody to take much care of me. I was suicidal and self-destructive after having sustained much wickedness in my youth, and Satan, in his cruelty, poisoned my painful wounds.

It was during an evening in a nightclub that I met a man and, at the end of a few months, we decided to live common law. I did not know that if I had sexual relations while I was not married in the Church that my soul was uniting with impure spirits. At the end of 5 years, I left him and I moved to another city.

There, I made the acquaintance of an astrologer and a Rosicrucian of AMORC, the Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis. I began to see mediums who entered trances, and who supposedly received messages from the Cure of Ars, Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus, the Mother of God, and even sometimes the Lord Jesus Christ or extra terrestrials! Had I known that these were fallen spirits that delivered these messages, I would have left this spirit center right away. A guru proposed to me to have a great cleansing of the soul! Believing in reincarnation I thought that the guru had the power to free me of my previous lives, I accepted his proposal and sat next to him. He was serving the demon, and by accepting his power, I allowed the demon to take possession of me. Evil spirits controlled me because of my ways: card reading, pendulum, astrology, horoscope, palm reading, many other practices.

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In my research into these New Age practices that do not come from God, I practiced all sort of methods – all practices which the bishops of the USA had warned against. In my body, I experienced that Satan had placed his energy within me with his power, and I began to tremble.

Around this time, I met a man in the Rosicrucian Order who had been alone for many years because his wife had left him for another man. A few months later, we decided to get a civil marriage. We could not get married in the Catholic Church because he had previously received the Sacrament of Marriage.

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my holy wounds will save you

Then there came a blast of grace! While looking at a poster of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, I heard His voice say to me: “My holy wounds will save you”! The wounds of His painful Passion!

Soon after, during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, I accepted to be reinstated in the Catholic Church.

There I was, so little, bearing my great misery before the Blessed Sacrament that was exposed, the Real Presence of the living Jesus – body, blood, soul
and Divinity.

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Upon my return to France, God gave me a first supernatural experience. He showed me my soul enclosed inside the Beast that had the head of a Lion as described in the Apocalypse. I saw the demons that surrounded me and were ready to take me with them to the place of darkness. These demons were linked to each other in my sins.

When I began to scan more deeply into my soul, I saw myself as an hyena descending into the abyss, into the crater of fire, blaspheming and feeling hate towards God, like the damned. The state of my soul was the consequence of my disobedient acts towards the Law of God, and Satan told me in his fury: “I condemn you to the punishment of hell.” I did not know that Satan was burning in hell and wanted everybody to burn with him. His hatred had penetrated me. I saw how Satan and his fallen angels with the damned were attacking souls at the level of their heart and their mind so as to destroy them. The worst is that I heard my soul saying: “Satan, I love you!” It was truly horrible! I was a rotting demon!

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Then, I heard the enemy of God speak to the Blessed Virgin, whom he fears terribly. Speaking about souls he said: “I hold them all, I will have them all!”

If you only knew how the Blessed Virgin sheds tears because she sees the Beast engulf more and more souls. So she sheds many tears of blood. Satan condemns souls through love of the world, money, the flesh and New Age.

If you only knew the hatred he has towards each one of us, and towards God and priests! It is terrible! God said to me,
“Reverence my priests.” Priests are the apple of the eye of Jesus. Without priests, nobody could get to heaven, as it is they only who give us the sacraments which open the Life of Christ within us and grant us His forgiveness.

I heard that Satan holds many priests because they do not do penance and no longer pray.

If the demon succeeds in damning a priest with a woman, he then rejoices because during that time, the priest no longer accomplishes his duty which is to save souls. Woe to these women who turn priests away from their vocation! They are already under God’s justice and the torments of hell await them if they do not repent!

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Above me, there was purgatory, the flames were very high. The souls that were in this state of purification are united to the Divine Will. Their greatest suffering is to not yet be able to see God face to face.

They saw Him during their particular judgement, in a light that is not yet that of heaven and so they kept a longing for God, but they do not want to appear before Him with their stains. They are being purified and repair what they did not repair when on earth and many of them learn to love.

I prayed for them and in turn, they prayed for the wretched person that I am. Together, as a communion of saints, we helped each other to obtain more light so as to move closer to God without fear and without blemish. And Jesus said to me, “I want you to be closer to Me”, and then He added, “Continue your work of mercy” (by praying for them). The souls in purgatory have become my beloved sisters, but I do not speak to them because God does not allow it. I simply pray for them to help me in my mission of evangelization".

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Jesus pulled me from the abyss by taking me to Him.

I felt His power take me out of this state of darkness: “You are Mine...Give Me great love and sin no more.No longer sell your soul to the devil.No longer betray Me. I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No longer remain far from Me. Listen to My words, observe My commandments, observe My Sabbaths.”


God opened my interior and made me see that I had been refusing His Mercy. My heart had been hardened and He told me, “I cannot enter a heart that is hard and proud.”

He told me, “Keep yourself from judging anybody. Do not accuse them.” You know, I used to accuse everybody. I assure you that I was an expert in the field.

He told me, “You have to love.”

And to think that I was telling Jesus that He did not love me enough!

Immediately He answered, “You cannot imagine to what extent I love you. I call you to Holiness, I call you tolove Me! Meditate on My Passion!” And there, I finally understood all His Love. While reading the writings of Saint Bridgid, I learned that He had endured 5480 beatings during His painful Passion! What love of the Creator for His creatures!

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Our Lady told me: “My Son died because of your sins. You do not love the Cross enough.”

She taught me to accept martyrdom, silence, surrender, and formed me for my spiritual life.

I thank her also because she freed me from the demons that oppressed me while praying the rosary. I made a covenant with the Blessed Virgin during a Mass.

That is why in Her honour I wear a ring on my finger and in addition to my consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I donned the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, and through her grace the Blessed Virgin Mary protects me from many dangers.

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Fabienne Guerrero website:  https://newagedangers.wordpress.com/

Illumination of Conscience: https://magazinelavoixdedieu.files.wordpress.com/2014/11/illuminationofconsciencesignandwonders.pdf




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